well..recently seldom online ler..cz he back ipoh dy...wat can i said for now??jz be with him 2 week..he wan to leave me n back hometown...so..d moment tat he come ipoh..i quite appreciate it..even wan me to lie my family n said got show go out n stay 1 nite..2 nite..i don care...cz i love him..
erm..dis few day oso din blog..don noe ler..just feel useless recently..ya..im just useless..my mother cal me to learn somthing for myself..i go n ask make up thing..facial..well , quite exp la..cz those course n skool r pro ma....wat to do?after i ask..mother was cal me today..she ask me to learn saloon..but..d point is. learn thing is me..should't i choose myself??think it badly...was argue with her today..scold her somore..after d phone..i jz feel so mad..gonna send a msg tat scold her..but lucky d phone cant send out thing..got some prob stuck at there..think it deeply..i change another msg dy..NOT SCOLD..BUT JUST TELL..change d way tat i talk..cz whn i think it deeply i noe tat..she jz wan me good...she suffer oso...but pls~ DO STAND ON MY SIDE OSO
just back from sing k..he wan to leave me AGAIN tomolo ler..dis time d most feel bu she de is him...he drink quite alot today..n i sing alot...when 3 am i said wan to back..he drunk dy..-.- so freaking damm damm worry him!! i drive d car back home..he cant even wake up..just keep vomit thre..no idea..i just can cal chun gor gor bring him n help me take care of him..not i don wan to care him..i go out for 3 day ler cz of him..i don wan let my family felt tat afer i got dis bf i change bcome like tat..somore i cant bring him back home..i don wan my family feel tat he is those person like to drink alot..i don wan his image on my family heart jz spoill! cz i wan stay long lasting with him...! i love him r!! he just now vomit thn punch d car hardly.! his attitude scare me again...i noe his feeling..cz i drunk b4..n i do tat to him b4..i cry like shit! i miss him oso ..i feel ng seh tak oso..wat to do?we just can think our future r! don be so childish..think mature...
be ; i love u
