dis morning popo come in n call me to fetch her go bercharm take stock...but i got study on dis morning..thn i said i cant do tat for her..she straigh scold me ..n said cal u all do thing oso many reason..always like tat..gong gong said d true..call u all fetch but don noe help...she just felt lonely..thn straigh cry out ler...aiks...feel like tat sorie to her n gong gong..whole day thinking bout tat .. we family all no 1 person can help her much..cz we got our thing to do in dairy..cant always teman her...
people is always like tat ..when a person pass away...if they r ur family..d person tat u love u care...how much pain we r..dead de ppl gone is gone..but til alive de ppl..suffering at here..keep thier live goes on...wat for we til living??
somtime when i think bout gong gon is gone...when he was sick at hispital told me...he cant dy de la..he gonna dead...rmb help popo as much as i can...don let her do too much thing..she jz like tat busy n non stop do all d thing...i always jz noe how to said at here but don noe action..somtime realy hate myself...i don even got time ...always dance..study ...dance..aiks..somtime 1 day i cant put so much time at home i oso scare...i scare no ppl teman her .she wil lonely..but whn i get home..im not feeling to go downstair..jz stay at room...onlline n online...y dis family is not tat comfortable for me???from child til now...
always been..........
